Its sometimes very difficult for me to enjoy any worldly amusement …..by worldly I am not adding any negative aspect to amusement ….we need relaxation…we need fun….yes the question here arises….what kind of fun or what kind of amusement…….!!!! When I hear from within saying its ok Jesse, then I feel free ...
For some gambling is an amusement, and for some drinking…..for some watching movies is an amusement and for some chatting….so the list goes on……..
During the first few days of my P.G classes I remember my H.O.D asking every student how we had been spending the time after we returned home…..when she heard the answer I gave she was amazed….No! No! …I dint preach that I read the Bible and pray…..I told her that I had my lunch and read the newspaper….since we were media students we were supposed to read at least two kinds of newspapers daily. So, …I dint lie by telling that …I meant it. Today I read the newspaper maybe once in a fortnight ….What a change….I hope she doesn’t read my blog !
What amuses you the most today ….I don’t want to write mine and become preachy again… yes! I want to leave it open ended …..since now I know that my blog is no longer a self-expressive device
I am very honestly saying this that I have lived almost ¼ of my life 23*4=92 yrs….Yes I am right….what have I achieved for God…..Actually I can’t achieve anything…unless He uses me….I have prayed many a times…Lord whether the vessel for common use or for Sacred use….I am ready for both …though deep within I daily hear a voice that God has created me as a vessel for Sacred use…So is God partial …no never whether Sacred or Common we would all receive the reward only after our work passes through the test of fire.
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